MIss my bubs :(

the hardest part about seeing zachary was having to leave him today to come back into the city - man was that hard - i told him that i had to leave to go to work and he told me "ina go to work too mommy" uh, break my heart and then when i was two steps down the stairs he came running out wanting another "chiss" - my bubs - he makes me really happy - love him to bits - i kinda can't wait til this assignment is over so i can see him every day :(

then, the more i think about it the more the realize - although, I LOVE MANHATTAN and I LOVE THE PEOPLE and I LOVE THE VARIETY and I LOVE THE LIFE HERE - i couldn't move here until zachary is older - his education here would be lacking much compared to houston - seriously :( - with that said, moving here would be quite a selfish move on my part and i couldn't do that to bubs - but at least i get this fantastic experience for now, right? plus, they might send me back up after my surgery so i would be here for thanksgiving and christmas :) i'm just waiting to see what the decision is...

nite nite!