See...what i said :)

So yesterday we had to take my grandmother to the emergency room because we thought she was having a stroke. :( Don't worry! It's all good...turned out she was dehydrated which was making her tongue sluggish and getting stuck in her dentures which made her slur and her smile crooked..who'd thought? Anyway, my point in all this...

While we were laying in the hospital I was wondering if she feels like she had a full life...a fulfilling life. I know my grandma is very regretful just by some of the things she mentions frequently. And I thought "how sad". It makes me sad to think people end up old and regretful.

I don't ever want to be like. So far I'm not...I have yet to regret anything...of course, now that I published that statement I'm sure it will bite me in the ass LOL!

I love life. Every bit of it..the shittyness of it because it makes us who we are...the greatness of it because it amplifies our beauty. When I love I love 150%, including life. I pour my heart into everything and everyone. I get hurt a lot because of this but I learn to deal...

I try to tell people when I love them...my friends, my family, my lovers...I always want important people in my life to FEEL important. You can't say someone is important to you and then they have no clue. Then they are really not :(

People always tell me I should "play the game" with men...but I don't have it in me. If I want to call, I call. If I want to reply right way, then I do. I don't have time for games. Sorry world. What you see is what you get. It's me, in the flesh. No embellished facade. No hidden agenda. No nothing. I am always exposed and vulnerable to world. That's a chance I take and I don't mind. I'm not scared of the consequences because the good bits make up for it :)

Love you world!