So Happy Right Now

You know, I am totally not perfect. There are and have been things in my life that have made me a little sad recently but I really try to focus on the positive. I know that I ALWAYS make these crazy life threatning jokes about the most random things in life but I truly know when something is not in my control and I don't try to control it. Examples: 1) I got this painfully nasty staple injury on my thumb the other week and the words out of my mouth were "oh my God, is my thumb going to fall off?" and when I'm driving and I pull out into traffic I usually say something like "oh my God, we're gonna die!" ha! I don't know why I say these things, it's funny to me. I know they are not going to happen. The reason I'm saying these things is because I feel like all my blogs are so happy and energetic and I am mostly in that frame of mind (90%) BUT I do get sad, even depressed at times, I am by no means perfect nor will I ever be. I just don't want people reading my blog thinking "what the hell? she's so aggravatingly happy :)" I am a very happy, energetic, optimistic, dreamy, goal oriented individual and to some, okay many, I can be very aggravating :) but I am very very sensitive and as fast as I go I am very quick to stop and smell the flowers, really I am. You have to truly know me to know that I do this :) Like the other day my friend, Amanda, and I were walking Terry Hershey and we were totally in our groove walking fast and pushing my son in his stroller. But when my eye caught the most peaceful bird sitting on a sign and I had to stop and look for a minute. My faithful Libra in me - always trying to balance. :)

Anyway, I am very happy right now. Yesterday was a beautiful day outside - not only did I get to be outside during daylight hours but even when I go to work I get to be out in the weather because most of our business is outside. Do you know how happy that makes me?

I get to work night hours and I am such a night person. I get to spend more daylight hours with my son. I love that when I'm driving home from work and it's late I can blast the radio and roll down the windows - I do that during the day too but I love the night too. I love serving food to people, I mean I LOVE food, why not? I love getting to make the hookah's :), yes, that' one of my fav's to do all night :) I love the challenge of when it's busy and trying to keep it all together. I just love it all. I love the love part of my job so much that it's makes me love the dirty parts too :) Like cleaning the hookah's - ha! This gig is just so full of instant gratification - all over the damn place.

I just feel like all of the variables in this formula of life are in alignment, you know?