Just a Day...

We didn't do anything today. I mean we didn't leave the house - my sister and I can't get enough of each other just hanging out :) I went downstairs and saw my father today, twice. He asks for me when I'm not there, but I find it a chore to go down there. It seems as though he likes to listen to me talk. That is definetely one thing I do well, so I did. He just sits there and every now and then he mutters "tetete". He wants us to understand so badly what he is saying and you can see the frustration in his eyes, so we have to guess and he can answer yes or no, but it's sad. On the other hand, I think it's better that I he can't tell me anything, because the relationship could have been skewed by reality. The truth. The words that might make me dislike him. This way, he is just a human to me and I can actually sympathize with his situation. It sounds harsh, but the truth is harsh. You may read that and think I am cruel, but you also didn't go through what I went through. So, don't judge me. :) I know I am a better person for not having him in my life, but then I feel bad because my sister did, have him in her life that is. It makes me sad to know that she had a rough life, like mine, but different - that's what makes us so similar, I think. BUT that's also what makes her such a strong, amazing woman :)

Tomorrow we are suppose to go shopping - I'm excited to spend the day with her. I love her so much! Then, on Wednesday, we have another shoot with the show :) Ha! I'm dying with the recordings! Oh, well, a small price to pay for the experience :)