Weirdness

I think it's weird when you want to stop thinking about something and you can't. You, well I, try so hard and I can't. I even talk to myself about not thinking about it. It is driving me crazy!!!! I get anxiety over it. Most "issues" I am methodical about and just get right through it, but not this time. This time it is hard for me, really hard. It kinda has me depressed :( I just don't like it. I don't like being depressed - it aggravates me! Life shouldn't be lived depressed. I feel for people who are chronically depressed, I can't handle one day of it let alone an entire life.

Focus, focus: I need to focus on all the good things in my life - that's what I'll do. I have an amazing son, fantastic friends, a great job, a super sister, what else...

Do other people have this problem? Where you can't wait for the day you are not thinking about this "thing"? I know in time I will have forgotten but waiting for that day to come makes tired :(

Anyhoo - nite nite!