Learning

I learn so much through people - about me, about people, the way I interact with people. Why are people so confusing? So intimidating? So wierd? You know, I speak of myself in this too? People are also amazing! Intelligent, reasonable, cute, exotic, beautiful, akward (in a cute way)? But why are they unforgiving? Passive? Aggresive? Uninviting to their hearts or minds? Mysterious - both good and bad?

I am comfortable in who I am. I am good at who I am. I hopefully have more good qualities than bad - more strengths than weaknesses - more happy than sad - but this is all relative right? I am a huge canundrum! Sometimes hypocrite, sometimes contrarian, sometimes exciting and happy, sometimes critical, sometimes supportive, eager to learn - everything - eager to know the world - BUT I am always me. I am not perfect - AT ALL!

I am human. I am human. I am human.

And so are you! Human!!!

How do we get along? Communicate? How do I know when you are joking and you, me? How do you know that I care and I, you? What is this language, both verbal and body?

I am just so curious! About human nature. I want to understand it and be perfect at it. Instead, I must observe because I will never know. I only realize what I didn't know after a life lesson - interesting?

All I know is I love it!!!! Always getting to learn :) As long as I am learning I am alive! This is true. I am never content with my book of knowledge - let me fill it more each day! I am sponge. I love people and myself and everything that goes with it!