Whew!

Back in the saddle! Ugh! Woke up not feeling so hot today and didn't get to work until 12 :( I totally think it was the pork sandwich I ate at the mexican/japanese restaurant. Getting a little better and I HAD to come into the office because we are crosstraining with someone who is leaving on Friday. :(

These are my thoughts today: Stress - something that happens to me but I have some weird ability to get over it pretty quickly. I was talking about this yesterday with Jen and I guess I don't really worry about things, even major things, because I feel worrying doesn't solve anything so why worry. Does that make sense? I'm not saying I'm perfect, there are times when I am royally pissed or upset or even stressed and I can't let it go, but for the most part I don't really stress over things. Also, sometimes people think that because I don't "look" like I'm stressing about something physically that I'm not thinking about it. Not true.

Here's how my brain works: 1) a problem arises 2) I have an initial reaction 3) I gain composure and decide to attack the problem 4) make a plan, lay everything out in front of me 5) act on it 6) actually get excited about fixing it. This is literally how I work. Probably the only thing I'm very methodical on. Most of the time I'm swirving all over the road.

I feel like stressing over things doesn't make it go away or get better. I'm not saying I don't do anything about it - I totally act on it but I just can't bring myself to stress over it :/ I feel like stressing makes me crazy and who wants to live life in a state of crazy? Right?

Needless to say, I am really good in crisis situations :) ha!

I don't know how I manage but I always believe whatever I'm going through - it could always be worse. AND NO MATTER WHAT - the glass is always half full.

Anyhoo - this is my spiel for the day :)